Emily's Nostalgia.

I am Emily.
22 years old. bisexual.
I am a nerd for history, wicca, metal, sex, horror, tattoos, peircings, lust, fashion, and inspiration.
I am a strong person and I love what I love.
Also I am a recovering anorexic, self harmer and I have bipolar 1 disorder.
And above all I believe beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

thats it!!

going to motherfucking uni. GOT to stop putting it off

I jumped into the deep end…and now I gotta swim back

I need to learn how to be comfortable alone again and not rely on company all the time. need to learn how to be happy by myself. friends are wonderful but i cant always be around people hoping that it will be a good distraction from whats going on in my head.

i need to look after myself and put myself first. i just dunno how but i’ll figure it out.

hmm

Aren’t people exasperating!

Even the people we love. Perhaps, especially those people! If we don’t have true, deep, feelings for someone, there is a limit to the extent to which they can annoy us.

Some philosophers even say that the best test of an attraction or a connection is the ability of each to make the other roll their eyes in despair!

maybe we shouldnt dismiss a relationship now just because it is proving problematic. That might yet be the best reason of all to stick with it.

Just perhaps

I am no ones hero.

so just forget my name.

tired and lost.

nap time