December 2011
“I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!”
– i hate myself
I wanna feel sexy
this week/weekend and in 2012.
it’s not fair
3 good things
1. going to the coast today (hopefully)
2. My boyfriend loves me
3…this shit year is almost over
off to the coast
Going camping for new years eve and coming back on the 2nd, yay I love camping and i havnt been for ages should be fun. Going with Sean and a few mates. Hopefully my broken tooth won’t hassel me too much (that’s what i get for purging for 5 years) happy new year everyone xxoo
An eating disorder doesn't mean you never eat and...
i fell asleep during sex last night
I took way to much seraquel. Boo!! I feel bad Haha
dont post when drunk
Haha.
kill me
i swear i shall pay you
, whatever you you want
I'm fat, I'm ugly, I'm fat, I'm ugly, I'm fat, I'm...
…i may be ugly, and i may be fat in my mind BUT I AM BEAUTIFUL IN MY OWN FUCKING WAY!!!
getting my new implanon in 3 1/2 hours
…so i have to get the old one sliced out then the new one shoved in…i know i self harm but im dtill scared!
Sour candy canes
just ate 2 of them and they were so super sour that my tounge hurts now and they weren’t even that good so i feel guilty for eating something that was pure sugar and wasnt even enjoyable…gah
I really want to DO something today.
sean should be home from work soon, i hope we can go and do something cool but i severly doubt that, seeing as we have no car. IM SO BORED!!
“Today is a new day”
